the year ahead

intro

this isn't my first time doing a year ahead spread, but it is my first time documenting it in detail. curious to see how everything plays out.

for each month, i drew one card from my TrueBlack deck to be the main message and three cards from my Wayhome deck to be clarifiers.

i might come back through and update this with hindsight as the year goes on, we shall see.

main messages

january: four of cups - stillness, peace, saying no.

february: the tower - upheaval, changed circumstances, rebuilding.

march: six of cups - nostalgia, childhood, innocence.

april: ace of wands reversed - creative lull, lack of inspiration, confused values.

may: five of cups - disappointment, getting over it, endings.

june: wheel of fortune reversed - cycles, something unfinished, repetition.

july: death - transformation, reinvention, a transition.

august: seven of coins - delayed gratification, pride in your work, results.

september: two of swords - needing clarity, indecision, flying blind.

october: ace of swords reversed - inaction, lack of direction, hesitation.

november: justice reversed - unfairness, imbalance, bad intentions.

december: five of coins - being in need, the lean times, seeking support.

january

main card: four of cups - stillness

six of wands, eight of swords reversed, ace of wands reversed - time to celebrate accomplishments by taking it easy. practice self-restraint and don't jump headfirst into the next project (or manic episode) that presents itself.

february

main card: the tower - upheaval.

ten of wands, knight of coins, the sun - the burdens can only be released through hard work, but the results will be worthwhile.

march

main card: six of cups - childhood.

five of swords, knight of swords reversed, the high priestess - cPTSD flare? the trauma memories come and go, but you are your own protector.

april

main card: ace of wands reversed - quiet period.

five of cups, strength, ten of cups - take it easy during the emotional lows so you can come back full force.

may

main card: five of cups - disappointment.

the world, six of coins, five of wands - gotta keep on moving, there is still good out there in the world and it's worth fighting for.

june

main card: wheel of fortune reversed - stuck in a cycle.

two of cups, the hierophant reversed, the emperor - tap into your masculine side because the patriarchy is going to be testing you.

july

main card: death - metamorphosis.

four of coins, two of wands, temperance - big change coming, so keep hold of your resources, your plans, and your expectations.

august

main card: seven of coins - delayed gratification.

seven of swords reversed, ten of coins reversed, page of coins - i fear that this is screaming 'new job' and i don't know how i feel about that.

september

main card: two of swords - need for clarity.

the tower reversed, two of coins reversed, page of swords - this is not the time to see how much you can juggle; put something down.

october

main card: ace of swords reversed - hesitation.

knight of cups reversed, seven of cups, ace of swords reversed - calm the fuck down; something's not quite right so make sure you don't buy a bill of goods.

november

main card: justice reversed - unfairness.

three of coins, five of coins, ten of swords - sometimes things beyond your control go sour; it's going to hurt but try not to take it too personally.

december

main card: five of coins - the lean times.

six of swords, ace of cups reversed, four of swords - when things go wrong, sleep on it a while before you bail; sometimes discomfort is part of the process.

notes:

a few interesting parallels: five of cups twice in april and may; double ace of swords reversed(!) in october; five of coins twice in november and december.

there's also the double tower in february and september, but that strikes me as a more minor connection.